DECISION

Sore-sore.. Hujan rintik-rintik.. Cocok banget buat galauing..



I have decided, yes.

I have decided that I won't, so I can't.

I am getting tired.
That day when our eyes meet just make me flying so high.
But it just.. that. Then nothing else happened.

I am getting tired.
That's true, because I didn't do anything, so how can I make u feel the same way as me?
That's true, I didn't do anything, this whole time I just hoped a miracle can come and make u feel the same way as me.
Although I know it won't do.

So from now on, I've decided.
I will stop this immediately, although it won't be easy.
I will reduce my hope little by little.
I will not strive to looked pretty --for you-- anymore.
I will just be ME.

I know this is so silly and stupid.
How can I get something if I didn't do anything?
I knew it, but I still don't want to do anything.
Because I'm too shy...

[Another alibi]
I'm still young, so many other things that I can achieve, my time will be wasted if I just think about those shit every single day ;)


God knows, sees, and listens.



Aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan
Terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa
Aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti
Lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini...
[Maliq & d'Essentials - Coba Katakan]